Chizuru, you have the right to be critical of the people you care about. That's a sign you care about them. In fact, that's why I'm being critical of you in this very moment.
[ Murderbot needs a moment to dry heave. It hopes Chizuru doesn't get so caught up in the 'being criticized' part to miss the 'care about' part. That was painful to write. It's painful to read. It's painful to let it sit there, but Murderbot knows if it isn't explicit, Chizuru will shut down. Yes, it is pulling lines from its media collection. Shut up. ]
Jinx has done some terrible things. I know because I experienced part of her memory. She tied up her father figure, her sister, and the person she thought was her sister's girlfriend. Then she demanded Vi shoot that person so they could be together. That's a terrible thing to do.
[ Sort of like how killing Jinx is Not Great, even if it was only in a memory. ]
Also, per what I remember of MedUnit protocols is a sign she's traumatized and needs help. It doesn't excuse it. It explains it. I don't know. You could ask Vi for more info. If you want. She knows more. She's not... neutral. Jinx is her sister. But she's more neutral than Jinx.
You also don't have to give a damn. Bye Jinx bye.
What you shouldn't do, Chizuru, is shut down your own needs in favor of other people's needs. That's like cutting out your own organs. You do that, I stuff you in the cubicle. Don't make me stuff you in the cubicle.
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[ Murderbot needs a moment to dry heave. It hopes Chizuru doesn't get so caught up in the 'being criticized' part to miss the 'care about' part. That was painful to write. It's painful to read. It's painful to let it sit there, but Murderbot knows if it isn't explicit, Chizuru will shut down. Yes, it is pulling lines from its media collection. Shut up. ]
Jinx has done some terrible things. I know because I experienced part of her memory. She tied up her father figure, her sister, and the person she thought was her sister's girlfriend. Then she demanded Vi shoot that person so they could be together. That's a terrible thing to do.
[ Sort of like how killing Jinx is Not Great, even if it was only in a memory. ]
Also, per what I remember of MedUnit protocols is a sign she's traumatized and needs help. It doesn't excuse it. It explains it. I don't know. You could ask Vi for more info. If you want. She knows more. She's not... neutral. Jinx is her sister. But she's more neutral than Jinx.
You also don't have to give a damn. Bye Jinx bye.
What you shouldn't do, Chizuru, is shut down your own needs in favor of other people's needs. That's like cutting out your own organs. You do that, I stuff you in the cubicle. Don't make me stuff you in the cubicle.