I'm not sure if you get a choice in what the memory is. But... not to get too deep into it, but when I first came here, I didn't know if A2 had come with me. I hadn't heard from her in a long time, and without my body changing and transforming the way it had been doing, it wasn't always easy for me to tell if she was still here. When I walked into that Winter Mourning, though, I walked right into a memory from her. One I didn't already know. That's how I knew she was still with me.
Sounds like a plan to me. I need some time to get my notes together, but I think I still have the specifics written down from home. You drink? I have this bar I like hanging out at. Good for talking.
How much time? I don't drink or like discussing sensitive matters where other people can hear. Trench isn't like where I'm from, but I can't kick that habit. If drinking would ease conversation for you, I can come to your quarters.
Nah, the booze ain't part of it. I just go to that first 'cause it's easy. We can find someplace more private for it. I should head your way if you don't want anyone else around. I live with my girlfriend and I don't know if you know her. Like, you can trust her, but I get the importance of keeping stuff locked down.
She's actually who I'm writing the notes for, so it shouldn't take long. It's still recent history for me.
We all have habits. My place is The Entertainment Feed. People may be around, generally, but there are private rooms for people who don't want to be around other people. We can use one of those.
If you didn't trust your girlfriend, I'd question your judgment. However, the transitive trust 2B places in you does not extend to your girlfriend. The more people know, the harder it is to control.
Sort of. She's from A2's past, in a really backwards way. And because of what happened to me before I came here, I knew a little bit about her before I even met her. I don't spend a lot of time talking about Recollé, is all. Wanted to get it out there so Kainé could understand me a little better.
And it's probably healthy or some shit to write stuff out so I can sort through my feelings. Or at least my therapist would have told me that. Anyway, yeah, let's meet up at your place once I have my shit together. And then we can work on getting 2B what she wants.
Therapists are big fans of talking or writing things out. I guess I haven't met anyone who can easily talk about the traumatic shit with anyone who wasn't there. Maybe they have a point.
ID yourself to a drone in the lobby, and I'll meet you.
My therapist was also working for the company that put me through all this shit, so I guess it works out. More deets on that later. Don't want to bust this narrative nut quite yet.
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Worry is another word for wary.
That raises more questions. How did that let you learn about A2?
Do you have to remember your memory to travel into it?
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But... not to get too deep into it, but when I first came here, I didn't know if A2 had come with me.
I hadn't heard from her in a long time, and without my body changing and transforming the way it had been doing, it wasn't always easy for me to tell if she was still here.
When I walked into that Winter Mourning, though, I walked right into a memory from her. One I didn't already know.
That's how I knew she was still with me.
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Good that it helped you.
I guess I'll be ready.
Let's meet and record what information you know. I'll provide you access in case I disappear or forget about it.
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You drink? I have this bar I like hanging out at. Good for talking.
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I don't drink or like discussing sensitive matters where other people can hear.
Trench isn't like where I'm from, but I can't kick that habit.
If drinking would ease conversation for you, I can come to your quarters.
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We can find someplace more private for it. I should head your way if you don't want anyone else around.
I live with my girlfriend and I don't know if you know her. Like, you can trust her, but I get the importance of keeping stuff locked down.
She's actually who I'm writing the notes for, so it shouldn't take long. It's still recent history for me.
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My place is The Entertainment Feed. People may be around, generally, but there are private rooms for people who don't want to be around other people. We can use one of those.
If you didn't trust your girlfriend, I'd question your judgment. However, the transitive trust 2B places in you does not extend to your girlfriend. The more people know, the harder it is to control.
She is from your past.
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And because of what happened to me before I came here, I knew a little bit about her before I even met her.
I don't spend a lot of time talking about Recollé, is all. Wanted to get it out there so Kainé could understand me a little better.
And it's probably healthy or some shit to write stuff out so I can sort through my feelings. Or at least my therapist would have told me that.
Anyway, yeah, let's meet up at your place once I have my shit together. And then we can work on getting 2B what she wants.
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I guess I haven't met anyone who can easily talk about the traumatic shit with anyone who wasn't there.
Maybe they have a point.
ID yourself to a drone in the lobby, and I'll meet you.
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More deets on that later. Don't want to bust this narrative nut quite yet.
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More deets on that later.